This fear kills a heart

Never been reduced, never felt awkward, never seemed creepy, never tried hard, never chewed on foolishnesses, never got empty, or full. Never was real.

Always made multiples choices, always followed the right ways, always saved time and trouble, always caught all the chances. But always ran away on the right time.

Never told what should always be said. Always did what couldn't never be done. Have been reduced in multiple choices feeling awkward for follow the right ways even if seemed creepy, just to save time and trouble and don't be necessary to try hard and get all the chances looking like a fool and run away just to get full of emptiness on the right time just to pretend not to be real.

That's the point. Or the circle. Depends on distance (and what kind of).